I should be asleep but I find myself just lying here staring at my son!

This isn’t a rare occurrence either! I regularly find myself looking at him, totally unable to believe he came from me! That this tiny human who is half me (though looking at him you’d think I performed a magic trick with my DNA and he’s all me!) who is growing and developing so quickly is my son, my responsibility, mine!

I’ve spent 99.9% of the last 9 months with him! And when I haven’t been with him I’ve been in the same building (apart from two evenings out) in the last 9 months of my life he has become my life so completely I can’t imagine life without him! I can’t imagine a second without him!

This is a love you cannot describe, you cannot imagine until you experience and a love that still catches you unaware every so often and takes your breath away!